Forever Love

Your smile A tender touch

Forever here in a heart

that loved so much

Here within my hand,

Holding the only key

Unlocking the door Once more

I recall

A love

Within these memories

I will cherish them for always

When I see you in my dreams

Here.... I am

Gazing into an icy blue horizon

That seems to go on and on

There is peace and serenity

In the silence

This journey of the setting of the sun

Gently it brings

Ending of a beautiful day

When I received the news You were gone

For a while somehow I just lost my way

Standing so close by

If I but close my eyes

I feel you near

If I reached out I could touch you



Just this once

Without any tears

I see you clearly

Remembering your laughter

I can walk here in the sunshine

Though I have felt the cold, cold rain

Losing you had brought me to My knees

Without you, the nights seemed endless

Yet God saw me through

All the suffering and the pain

On the day we parted

Is it possible the words

left unspoken were meant to be

Safely here within this heart you will remain

For someday we will meet…

We will see each other once again…

I know

And I believe there are Angels surrounding me wherever I go

Tomorrow is a new beginning

for each of us

I will take this gift I’ve been given

Could it be you have been watching over me from above

As I gaze into a midnight blue canopy of stars

I know there is peace where you are

And You will always be my forever love..

In Loving Memory of .......Oxxxxxxxx

The Rainbow

When the sunlight strikes raindrops in the air,
 they act as a prism and form a rainbow. The rainbow
 is a division of white light into many beautiful colors.
These take the shape of a long round arch, with its path high above,
and its two ends apparently beyond the horizon. There is, according to
legend, a boiling pot of gold at one end. People look, but no one ever finds it.
When a man looks for something beyond his reach, his friends say he is looking for
the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow. Throughout the centuries people have
explained the rainbow in various ways. Some have accepted it as a miracle
without physical explanation.
To the Hebrews it was a token that there would be no more universal floods. The Greeks used to
imagine that it was a sign from the gods to foretell war or heavy rain. he Norsemen considered the
rainbow as  a bridge over which the gods passed from earth to their home in the sky.

Thoughts Of You

I want you to call me,
But I don't wanna hear your voice,
I wanna think of you,
But right now, that's not a choice.

I wanna say I love you,
Without no misconceptions,
I wanna say, I miss you,
But there's just too much depression.

The thought of you and someone else,
Disturbs me very dearly,
I still haven't found the one,
To fill your shoes completely.

I wanna say I regret this,
I'd be lying If I did,
There's no more me and you,
Who we trying to kid??

Never thought you could love,
Love someone so deeply,
I can't believe am gonna ask,
Seriously, don't you miss me??

The way you talked,
the way you looked,
From the way you walked,
To the way you cooked.

Girl oh girl, you have it all,
But I still don't,want you to call...Oxxxx

Lord, I need Your Peace


Peace overflowing like a river
Lord, I am waiting here alone
In this sorrow and in pain
Each day, passing
this heartache growing
How can I go on?

Here I am, Your hurting child
Lord, please come, sit with me for a while
I am asking
Will an eternity do?
Though I know
Lord, that’s not long enough
To spend time with you

I need to feel your love once again
Not just in times of trouble
But every day unending
I need your comfort
Lord, I need your strength
But most of all
Lord, I need your peace

You made the mountains
These valleys wide
Though I know I don’t deserve you
Someone such as I
Still I try to do my part
Lord, you know this servant’s heart

When I don’t understand
Help me to realize
Even though sometimes
I cannot see so clearly
Be ever near me

Behind the storm clouds
there is the sunshine
Though for a time
They may block my view
A silver lining.. it is still there in the sky
Even when tears fill these eyes of mine
I only need call on You

Lord, I need your peace
That’s when you come
Surrounding me
When I feel you so near
Answering my prayer

Closer now then You’ve ever been
I have a part to fulfill
Knowing I somehow fit into Your plan
This life of living in the center of Your will
You hold my very life in your hands

When it begins to rain
Falling so gentle now upon my face
Lord, I need your peace
With just a word
Calm the troubled waters
These tears are replaced
This fear removed
And I know
All I need to do…..call out to You

And You hear me-----Your presence ever near me
Sweet , sweet Holy Spirit guiding me
Every where I may go
I may not understand
All the questions why
These trials in my life

Why they come…but when they do
I have your promises
You will see me through
All I need is You
Lord, I need Your peace

Holding fast to my faith
For I know it is you who will make a way
As you walk beside me day by day
While billows roll around me
Tossing my life every which way

If I simply believe
nothing is impossible
When the blinded man could see
The lame could walk
The mute again could talk
With just a word
The sweetest voice ever heard

You speak peace
Peace…sweet peace
Overflowing like a river
Lazarus alive again
Giving assurance
This too shall pass
No the storm cannot last

The winds obey your will
You simply speak peace, be still
Lord, I pray every day
Though battles in life we face
You are with me in each step I take

When I have you
I have everything I need
In Your Loving kindness
You show
Mercy and grace
This child will walk by faith

You give me strength to face… the foe
Hold to your hand…never letting go
Every hour of every day
You walk before me
I will never be defeated
Battles fought…victory is won
And when it is over
When it is done

Your child I will remain
You love me the same
You give me comfort
All these things that I ask
In Your Precious Name
In all praise…… majesty…… glory
And in your Honor
With a Loving heart of my heavenly Father
You give me what I need------You give me peace

True Treasures

  The cheerful little girl with bouncy golden curls was almost five. Waiting
with her mother at the checkout stand, she saw them, a circle of glistening
white pearls in a pink foil box..

   "Oh mommy please, Mommy. Can I have them? Please, Mommy, please?"

   Quickly the mother checked the back of the little foil box and then looked
back into the pleading blue eyes of her little girl's upturned face.

   "A dollar ninety-five. That's almost $2.00. If you really want them, I'll
think of some extra chores for you and in no time you can save enough money
to buy them for yourself.. Your birthday's only a week away and you might
get another crisp dollar bill from Grandma."

   As soon as Jenny got home, she emptied her penny bank and counted out 17
pennies. After dinner, she did more than her share of chores and she went to
the neighbor and asked Mrs. McJames if she could pick dandelions for ten
cents. On her birthday, Grandma did give her another new dollar bill and at
last she had enough money to buy the necklace.

   Jenny loved her pearls. They made her feel dressed up and grown up. She wore
them everywhere, Sunday school, kindergarten, even to bed. The only time she
took them off was when she went swimming or had a bubble bath. Mother said
if they got wet, they might turn her neck green.

   Jenny had a very loving daddy and every night when she was ready for bed, he
would stop whatever he was doing and come upstairs to read her a story. One
night as he finished the story, he asked Jenny, "Do you love me?"

   "Oh yes, daddy. You know that I love you."

   "Then give me your pearls."

   "Oh, daddy, not my pearls. But you can have Princess, the white horse from
my collection, the one with the pink tail. Remember, daddy? The one you gave
me. She's my very favorite."

   "That's okay, Honey, daddy loves you. Good night." And he brushed her cheek
with a kiss.

   About a week later, after the story time, Jenny's daddy asked again, "Do you
love me?"

   "Daddy, you know I love you."

   "Then give me your pearls."

   "Oh Daddy, not my pearls. But you can have my baby doll. The brand new one I
got for my birthday. She is beautiful and you can have the yellow blanket
that matches her sleeper."

   "That's okay. Sleep well. God bless you, little one.. Daddy loves you."

   And as always, he brushed her cheek with a gentle kiss.

   A few nights later when her daddy came in, Jenny was sitting on her bed with
her legs crossed Indian style.

   As he came close, he noticed her chin was trembling and one silent tear
rolled down her cheek. "What is it, Jenny? What's the matter?"

   Jenny didn't say anything but lifted her little hand up to her daddy. And
when she opened it, there was her little pearl necklace. With a little
quiver, she finally said, "Here daddy, this is for you."

   With tears gathering in his own eyes, Jenny's daddy reached out with one
hand to take the dime store necklace, and with the other hand he reached
into his pocket and pulled out a blue velvet case with a strand of genuine
pearls and gave them to Jenny ...

   He had them all the time. He was just waiting for her to give up the
dime-store stuff so he could give her the genuine treasure. So it is, with
our Heavenly Father. He is waiting for us to give up the cheap things in our
lives so that he can give us beautiful treasures.

   God will never take away something without giving you something better in
its place.
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